Today...

today,
went out wif ben...
but in the morning,
but v argue...
cuz of her...
he called her...
I dunno...
he told her everything...
when he told me everything bout the conversation between her and him,
I can say tat I'm quite sad...
cuz i noe wats her answer...
her answer is she wun come back to me...
i went crazy in front of ben...
lol..
really ki siao...
den after crying,
we went to sw and ts...
to find my dear...
while waiting for my dear,
me and him shopping lo...
but I wanna say sorry to him...
I noe tat u noe I miss her...
I admit...
whenever I saw superman stuff,
I think of her...
or I can say...
now i oni noe even I noe her juz a short period,
I have lots of memories wif her...
sometimes when seeing through guys clothes for u,
I oso will see for her...
sorry...
really sorry...
btw, v went for airbrush tattoo... haha... den v had lunch in Mcd wif dear and her frenz... I was like talking to dear damn fun... long time din chat wif her like tis le... haha... thank you dear^^ muackz!! I oso admit tat when v was watching cz12,
I got miss her again...
but for real,
I had a great time...
juz sorry...
when v r on the way home,
I diam diam right??
u noe i miss her...
when u said it out,
i dunno give wat reaction to u...
juz look outside and trying to change topic...
cuz,
i really miss her...
but i noe i miss her oso useless...
she wun miss me...
kay...
me and u pui mommy go pasar malam...
yea...
tat fucker disturb me again...
fine..
my mood din detroy by him...
after dinner,
v walk pasar malam...
suddenly,
I saw her bro...which is TB oso...
I thought i was blur...
I saw wrongly..
but i stunned for few seconds to re-comfirm...
is her...
I find yl..
and juz in front of her...
I shocked...
I juz called my mom...
den was like saying I wanna see shoes...
but actually is juz avoiding her...
y???
cuz I scare I'LL BURST OUT...
for the truth,
after seeing her wif a girl and her bro,
my heart pain...
maybe jealousy of the girl...
maybe feel tat she is getting further from me forever...
I noe ben saw my reaction...
but sorry...
I dun have mood anymore...
standing in front of a stall,
my mind blank...
juz wanna stand there...
tears crawling out...
haha...
now i noe tat u miss a person too much,
she will appear in front of u...
but,
I dun dare to appear in front of her...
haha..
stupid me...
nvm ba..
let her forget me...
cuz she adi decide not to come back to my side anymore...
haha...
by the way,
I found tat my dressing quite like going to clubbing..
haha...
show some pic^^

outfit of the day^^like go clubbing oni><

me and dear^^

me and ben