day 1...

today is day 1 without both ppl...
from laz night till now cry like hell..
eyes tired till marketing have no mood to listen..
can say heart still bleeding,
like how my tears roll down my cheeks...
she really din sms me..for once...
is she really.gonna let go?
letting her go,
she happy mah?
but y my heart still pain like hell?
and i hurt him badly...
katryn,
y u being so asshole?
asking him to let u go..
let yrself.to have a break..
yea...
im too tired hurting both of them and myself..
now i have to relax,
to recover myself...
and to let her go...
eventhough by juz keeping the feeling deep in my heart..



writing tis post while having wine studies class..great..
do not have mood to study..
but later will have to try to eat.the stem,seeds,skin and flesh...
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